I feel like the stranglehold has been lifted. I have never stopped playing guitar, but sometimes I don't connect it away from rehearsal/stage. It's been hard to play at home the last year or so. There's a few reasons.
Main one- I really do hate my job, THAT much. For those who haven't done it or worked there, it's hard to explain. It numbs me to the point of apathy in my whole life. It sucks. Tonight I was watching the "Crossroads" festival with Stacy...Normally not her cup of tea exactly, but she enjoyed watching it with me and finally opened up with: "Hmm, wow, Jonny lang is sexy." I approve of this. Then it dawned on me that she sees me this way too. I guess that was enough, I opened up. I can't wait to play tomorrow.
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