Saturday, August 6, 2011

My dream last night

I was driving with Stacy in the car. We were driving through a very dark daytime storm. You know those storms that just give you that eerie feeling? Well up ahead, probably a few miles in the distance were 3 tornadoes. I think it was 3. The amount of them is a bit hazy in my brain, but it was more than 1 and less than 5 for sure. Everyone else around us were frantically stopping, making 3 point turns, and driving in the other direction. This is a bit hazy but Stacy was also telling me to turn around. She wasnt' yelling like you would think, just saying what I think was "baby, shouldn't we going the other way??"

I don't know what the inner sybolism was, what it means, etc but...

I would not drive away. This is specifically remember. I smiled at her, chuckled to myself, and said "No way, I know what I'm doing. Trust me! We're doing the right thing going towards them."

You know how in a dream, the thing you always remember most is the emotion or feeling you are feeling? I had this overwhelming feeling of comfort. I can't remember ever feeling so comforted in my whole life, like being an infant again. I felt no immediate danger, no temerity in my decision. Perhaps this is how I live my life already anyway, I should have stayed asleep for the ending result.

But like faith, I don't need to.

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